Beautiful—But Not As Expected


Notes from the Bower

May 2026 • Spring
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Dear Reader,

A joyful May to you, friend!

Each day continues to bring something new to notice and delight in. I’m happy to report that all four phoebe eggs hatched, and the fledglings have successfully launched from the nest! They have been spotted on the hillside and are continuing their fly-catching training under the expert guidance of mom and dad. If we are lucky, we may even have a second nesting before the season is over.

In this month’s edition of Notes, you’ll find:

  • a reflection on unexpected beauty after spring blooms were lost to the cold
  • a small glimpse from the studio of behind-the-scenes preparations and new doors beginning to open
  • a quote to linger with from St. Bernard of Clairvaux about lessons from the trees

As always, I’m so delighted you are here, and I’m wishing you many unexpected spring joys.

💛

Notes from Nature: Beauty—But Not As Expected

This spring, as all of the redbuds, pear, and plum trees should have been blooming out into a chorus of flowers—they weren’t.

I had watched them plumping up, preparing for their show, and I was very much looking forward to their debut when we got an extreme cold snap. And just like that, they were done.

Though hardy, the 9-degree temperature was too much for them to bear.

My initial rounds to survey the situation were met with shrunken and shriveled blossoms.

Disappointing? Without question.

How could I not miss the joy that spring blooms bring with them?

At first glance, spring seemed to be completely lost.

If I had settled in that thought and not ventured out to see the smaller, less vociferous signs of spring, indeed it would have been. I would have missed out on the deeper beauty of what this had to speak to me.

Although there was no grand display of purples, pinks, yellows, and whites, it didn’t mean the trees gave up, nor that there wasn’t another, more subtle beauty to be witnessed—a beauty that requires stepping in for a closer look.

The trees continued on, and soon, the tiniest baby leaves began to emerge and grow.

I don’t know how closely you’ve looked at tree leaves as their buds open, but this year, I saw them as never before. The way they are curled so delicately, how tender they are—they unfurl from the most perfectly, exquisitely packed bud. Each a little masterpiece.

For me, it called to mind how sometimes my life has not looked pretty.

Things have not always come to fruition and “blossomed” as I’d hoped. But I have learned, with God’s grace, that how things look at first glance rarely reveals the true and full nature of what is actually happening, nor is it always an accurate indication of how things will turn out.

It takes faith during those times to trust that not all is lost—that energy, life, beauty, is still there, even when things appear to the contrary. And sometimes, it just needs a closer, deeper look.

My hope for you this day, my friend, is that whatever your challenges or struggles, you can hold onto the faith that God is at work—that beauty will emerge, even if it looks different than you expected.

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Believe me, you will find more lessons in the woods than in books. Trees and stones will teach you what you cannot learn from masters.
— St. Bernard of Clairvaux

Notes from the Studio: Opening Buds

As I briefly mentioned last month, The Joyful Bower is beginning to open its doors a little wider...

The website has now become a simple home for this work—a place for past reflections to live, and a place where future paths, practices, art, and objects will slowly begin to make their appearance. You are always welcome to visit!

This past weekend, I had the joy of helping lead an in-person contemplative nature journaling retreat. It was a beautiful and deeply affirming experience, filled with quiet attention, wonder, and response to God’s creation. 🌿

I came away encouraged that this work I have been carrying in my heart—helping others slow down, notice beauty, receive the gifts of nature, and connect with God—is not only meaningful, but deeply needed. It is a great blessing to be on this path, and I’m excited to see what lies ahead.

As a bonus, I also relished getting a few minutes of my own contemplative nature journaling in. ☺️

Much “behind the scenes” creative work has been taking place, and continues—preparing artwork prints, sampling notecards, and taking small steps toward the future shop.

So much is still in the early spring stage, but the buds are beginning to appear!

Welcome new friends!
Welcome back, returning friends!

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May your days be filled with lasting peace, joy, and beauty!

Thank you for being a part of this journey.

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